MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Thursday, July 20, 2006~~

mei tian dou zhi de qing zhu? ^^

haha...wow. tis yr's celebration has been interesting yeah. haha. previously was 1 last sat and it was kinda surprising. Then when i was so so so very de shag on tue nite..i missed my bus stop and had to walk hm. That's nt e pt. haha. The moment i reached my hm, it was 12am...and silly huijun rang me..told me to go downstairs..and i was like EH?!!?! SHE WENT TO MY HOME WITH A CAKE. OMG. went down immediately to see her in a messy state. 1 hand with cake, and BAGs ard her. -.= haha. She planned to celebrate it for me with zhixin..but zx tummy ache..so its her. awww..thx lover...hehe.. after tt..she asked me to TAKE HER in till next morn and i was like luffing real hard lar! cos sounded quite ke lian...haha..and i did lar. wad a special nite...i suddenly remb'ed..last yr the same tink happened too..but it was sum1 else tt's all. wow...

so tt was the 2nd surprise. I had to reach sch at 9am next morn to meet for proj n i slpt at 5am. woke at 7am...was so super duper shag le...and 3rd surprise, jess moo moo and 1M02 gang came with a cake? home-baked topped with peanuts, and a wad...pineapple agar agar? haha..touched alrite? haha...it was a pleasant meeting really. haha...but..erm..nu er ah, the cake v full leh...ur flour ALOT leh...wahahaha....next time i bake for u lar k? muahaha. ^^ and cos HC proj haven finished, i skipped PSCT lect and we had to cont' discussing after lab till nite ard 8+pm lar. ON my real birthday date...so ke bei...lol. Oh yar, sori sotong...didn't mind meeting u de but e proj realli dragged sia..but ur efforts are seen alrite? paiseh to let u wait..muackz.

after which..took a bus hm to meet family for dinner and it was a real FULL one..siao liao..y ah..tis yr's bday wish is NOT more food leh..*scratches head*. haha. Was so tired tt i fell aslp everywhere after tt..but had to cont' to rush proj after dinner and all..lol..but nvm lar. these nice events made me forget the tiredness le. hek. =P

thx ALL who remb'red my bday! the smses...fone calls...meetings...surprises..yesh, all are credited into moo's heart account alrite? haha...

ok..i go do assignment's tt's due tml le!!! argh!!! haha...wait..be4 tt..i go nap 1st le!!! haha..laters!

Brat: thx to U for e pressie too...u shocked me...and i must say i appreciate e sincerity. cos' e perfect timing of ur pressie which arrived on the exact day of my bday impressed me sia...lolx. its still in e packaging but dun worry. its gonna take my mundane times away like ya say alrite? No more complaining! haha. thx sooooo much. I just remb'ed i owe u more...lol..we'll see. ^^

4:18 PM

~~Monday, July 17, 2006~~

yawnz...so v de slpy...long wkend.

had a scare last fri during my cca but all ended well lar..haha..but still got unsettled stuffs. Nvm. shan't brood abt it here.

Went for Heng's chalet. Nt too bad lar. haha..gotta meet up wif the alumni's and all. And glad my peeps are there with me..if nt...will be bored to death. Crapped alot. haha. End up talking with them like the whole nite. haha. nice experience. noe quite alot of juicy news too. hek.

was alr quite seh in e morn..esp when u din slp n u suddenly doze off for like 10min. that's lyk e worse lar. U noe e moment u wake u gonna feel..urgh....haha. felt lyk gg hm and plonk on bed but cos promised dj n few to go k lunch. So went along wif it. Tot they were acting weird..bt i din tink anytink of it cos i truely tired. haha. end up those silly dumb dumbs go buy cake celebrate me pre-bday. Awww...u all are such sweeties. haha. =P

was realli shocked nt cos u all acted well. ahem. but cos i was tired n caught off-guard. u all smarties..noe hw to realli make me tired 1st sia..haha..got me tis time. lol. bt anyway it was some UNIQUE flavoured cake..lol. Thx pple. U all made my day..esp. when most of u all are working like the next day or hav to directly rush to work after k lunch. Really appreciate it.

i promise i will try to be a good moo moo from now on. lol.

BUt HEY...ur silly 2 HUGE CANDLES realli NOE how to smash my achy breaky heart sia...ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....oh pluueezzz lar...i m onli 18....arh..

Anyway, was told to make a wish n i did...but rite after..food came flowing in lar..all got so full till food almost hit the throat level le...and they say tt's my wish. -.= the previous nite we din get to eat much of the bbq n all were like hungry ghost lar..den the next min we got flooded by it..oppz..hah.

in anyway case, u all made my day. times r difficult cos of work stress n all but u all managed to pull me out from my blues n made me...eh..REDDER? haha...thx peepz!

tml got a looong day again so tis is gonna be a short entry to bring u all loyal moo-frenz to the lights and camera and compliment u all. I wish for WORLD PEACE.

P.S: i m still ONE of the youngest amongst u all. hek.

12:31 AM

~~Wednesday, July 05, 2006~~

yes. chiong chiong chiong! deadlines are at my feet now worz! haha. Let me see. I have...like..eh 3 projects to complete and its all worth like ard 30-40% of the entire modules each! S-C-A-R-Y sia. ha.

Its gonna be a hectic week. Trying to complete the projects..trying to go for practices and catching the world cup. wootz. realized i got conned into entering poly cos of lotsa misconceptions i have but one fact stays true- doing presentations here is like drinking water lar. haha. almost everyday got a ppt or assignment. its no wonder y poly std dun get all frantic in front of crowd anymore sia. haha. as for ,misconceptions like poly is lax..and watsoever-nots..erm, i deem my situation now to the fate of a toss of a coin. haha..jus jk.

i've got tis lecturer who worked as a hospital healthcare provider for years..u noe. did jobs like pharmacist and stuffs..and u can probably imagine her look. Short, short curly sticky hair, grumpy and impatient. haha. Always managed to work her "soothing therapy" on me. haha.
And she nv fails to use bombastic terms that immediately brought me to lala land as my classmate said so. ha.

Oh, jus for amusement, her BEST teaching moments is when she shows her practicality by grumbling and complaining to us about all and what she had gone thru' while working in her previous job. For eg, being scold everyday for giving pple instructions for medicine, and for NOT giving pple instructions for medicine. Hahaha. Morale of the story? Humans are complex. And nv satisfied. =pPp

Not to forget, she insulted our intelligence by keep repeating these few sentences,"see? tis is e prob! YOU poly stds r just so bad at tis! u all jus duno how to think hor?" Wow, thx arh. meaning we have no brains? hahah. Ohohoh!! and she said we have some ability- auditory processing disorder. Simply to say, we perform SELECTIVe hearing! which i tink its undeniable. esp. when u hav such a tutor. haiz. *shakes head* haha.

ok lar. finally my blog looks a lil' more like a blog..w/o having to sigh each time.haha.

Honestly, how i wish i can hide in a hole and hibernate for like a period of time so i can rest and get awhile from all the nonsense! Slp slp slp! Not NOt Not! hahaha..i;d be glad to pass tis wk...FAST.

1:02 AM

~~Sunday, July 02, 2006~~

feelin' sucky. as much as i wud lyk 2 hide. I'm sry peeps. i cant help but say, I m feelin downright terrible. duno y. accumulation of stresses amt. to a great deal of bad habits huh. maybe when i blog, i shld get slight more extreme, cos its always ages till i blog ANOTHER post. so yeah. readers, jus practise SELECTIVE reading alrite? Or rather, just move ur cursor to the top right hand corner and CLOSE this window rite NOW. Thanx. Ha.

i hate my situation now.
I hate being in Yr 3.
I hate letting pple down.
I hate feigning ignorance.
I hate my incompetence.
I hate my weak emotions.
I hate my helpless soul.
I hate my bad habits.

yes. i dislike it when i cant get to do tinks that i want to. Who doesn't huh...duh. I used to give a promise that my studies wun get affected by my cca. so that my parents can get off my back and give me a peace of my mind when i spend my free time at my cca...but i cant get cocky anymore cos the scores r dropping and its nt as if i din put in effort..tho' its nt as much as it used to be. does effort = gd grades start to apply to me ALREADY? HAH.

Den next to that i just cant hide it when i see tinks outta place or things going the wrong way. Its my duty or rather my personality to want to make tinks rite...if i can. BUT...i cant! HAH. Cos i m always not there when tinks start to go wrong. I am ALWAYS there to witness the downfall or failure. Y?

Wat's more when i just cant control situation, let it get out of hand and affects my mood? Tried ways of cooling down, of solving e prob, of forgetting the prob, of RUNNIN away from it. But it jus all comes back to me..cos my mind will jus re-play wadever it has gone thru and tis is terrible man..

as a result, bad habits occur. U tink i dun wanna slp? Nt i dun wan, either i CANT cos of deadlines or cos i CANT GET TO SLP. U tink i dun wanna cut it down or stop it? HAH. Its NOT unstoppable..but i dun have the determination now. NO 100% intention too either. sorry dude, accept it k?

the negative post ain jus ANOTHER negative post alrite. every post i make here i will read it thru again to REFLECT. guess that's wad that keeps me improving or wad ba rite? haha..hua bei shang cheng li qi to keep moving on. After all the nagging and grumbles, at the end of the day, its the lesson learnt or wad that push us to be a better person. haha.. moving on to BETTER stuffs i dun wanna miss out to mention..

i love mondays.
i love my guitar.
i love my peeps (sch n out).
i love my lab partner. (if e scolding is gentler)
i love my teh-si-kosong-ping.

haha. i love tinks with or w/o a reason..as long as i feel happy..keke...wadever. crapz. ok. enuff of naggins in a day. lalala...i m a happy person now. =) Till next time.

P.S: i m a super milky smoky red-haired cow that can support any fren forever till tt fren ask me to stop..so make use of me! hahah...

12:53 AM